"My heart will go on"
Our Bronco boys.
This morning, I realized how incredible it is to have 2 children. The "warm fuzzy" happiness is settling in, even as we wait just three more days for the official "yes" to come through. Just for clarity sake, H has 10 days from Midnight last Monday to change her mind. The end date is Feb. 12 at midnight. I keep telling people that I will be crying like Carter at the 1 am feed that night/morning. We are not particularly worried as we have a great relationship beginning with H and speak to her almost every day, but it's still the principle of the thing.
Back to the warm fuzzies - around 1 pm today, Buck was taking some quiet time in his room (I hesitate to call it a nap) and Thunder was asleep in the car seat, and it was quiet. All I could think (aside from wanting to sleep also) was how totally complete I feel. I spent the afternoon doing laundry and dishes and carrying around one or the other boys and the feeling of completeness never went away. I also suddenly believe that we will have other children. I believe it in a way I never did before. I look at these 2 boys and think that anything is truly possible...the Broncos might actually WIN some games next year (hahaha).
This morning, I realized how incredible it is to have 2 children. The "warm fuzzy" happiness is settling in, even as we wait just three more days for the official "yes" to come through. Just for clarity sake, H has 10 days from Midnight last Monday to change her mind. The end date is Feb. 12 at midnight. I keep telling people that I will be crying like Carter at the 1 am feed that night/morning. We are not particularly worried as we have a great relationship beginning with H and speak to her almost every day, but it's still the principle of the thing.
Back to the warm fuzzies - around 1 pm today, Buck was taking some quiet time in his room (I hesitate to call it a nap) and Thunder was asleep in the car seat, and it was quiet. All I could think (aside from wanting to sleep also) was how totally complete I feel. I spent the afternoon doing laundry and dishes and carrying around one or the other boys and the feeling of completeness never went away. I also suddenly believe that we will have other children. I believe it in a way I never did before. I look at these 2 boys and think that anything is truly possible...the Broncos might actually WIN some games next year (hahaha).
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