"Moving forward using all my breath!"

I'm at that impossible place in the blog where I have so many old pictures to use but actual NEW pictures also! The following are all new:

So, RKZ is on a "work trip" to the Calgary Stampede this weekend - until Tuesday. My first days and nights alone with (drum roll) all three boys. I recall that every time I was first alone with either 1 new child or with the first and the second, I was terrified. As RKZ was getting ready to leave this time, I was literally catatonic. I am still wondering how I fed H-P, kept Thunder from killing everyone and listened to all of Buck's stories at the same time. For the record, I didn't. Yesterday, I took all 3 boys to Disneyland for a "show and no-ride" day. We were home by 6 and in bed by 8:30 pm. Today, I had to do things around our house. We have friends coming in (from Calgary) at 11:00 tonight. Ironically, all 3 boys were exhausted by the time I started baths at 7. Everyone just seemed to wander from room to room after me all day. Me and my baby ducks. I still miss RKZ. I also miss a dishwasher and sink (for the record). I am completely done with fast food. Completely, once our kitchen is finished. 

It's 8 and H-P is awake. Gottago!

 H-P smiles

 It's sad when your boys know which Mickey they're seeing!

My husband at work today (he'll love this)